A Crucial Singing Lesson from A Tight Rope Artist

huge.8.41342It’s probably a little sad that we haven’t taken our two youngest kids to the circus until this week. They’re 11 and 12, so I thought most of the dazzle of the incredible Barnum and Baily Zing Zang Zoom show would be lost on them. So I was surprised to see the same wide eyed wonder in their eyes I would’ve expected at 5. Then reality set in. As the tight rope walkers finished their first amazing balancing act I heard my son say “Ah, I just wanna see somebody fall.” Two routines in, he got his wish.

The female acrobat knelt in the middle of the rope, head down, as the male acrobat prepared to jump over her in mid air and balance precariously on the thin rope on the other side of her. One dramatic pause and and he was up. One split second later, a gasp circled the arena as they both slid off balance and begin to fall, barely catching themselves by a hand on the rope. The male acrobat pulled himself up and eventually helped the struggling female acrobat back to the platform before finishing their act flawlessly.

So what does that have to do with your next performance? Plenty. People know that the circus is a well planned, coordinated and many times manufactured show. But they love the live element. Sure we’re amazed when they perform perfectly, but there’s a different kind of excitement when we see something that wasn’t supposed to happen.

Plenty can go wrong when you perform live. That’s the risk. But instead of looking like mistakes as failures, we should consider them like our audiences do. In an age of prerecorded vocals and professional backup dancers, a big part of a real live performances appeal is the element of the unplanned. So capitalize on it. Turn it into a positive. If a mistake or technical problem is small, never draw attention to it. But if the speakers fall over and you have to say something, make it something like “what are the chances we see that on youtube tomorrow” or “…or “there’s the proof it’s really live”. You’ll endear yourself to your audience and give them the idea to talk about you to others. And every time someone talks about seeing you sing, it’s promotion. Who knows, maybe it WILL end up on YouTube and all the clicks might just make you the webs greatest show on earth!

Swimming Pools, Movie Stars and Another Trip to the Doctor

beverly-hillbilliesI’m loading up the family and moving to Beverly; Hills that is.  Ok, so maybe we’re not really moving, but we’re loading up for the trip to get a second opinion on my vocal damage from well known doctor to many stars, Dr. Shawn Nassari.

My fellow SLS instructors agree it’s time to get a real pro to weigh in on the vocal pain I’ve been having.  And I couldn’t ask for a bigger pro than the doctor Nassari who has helped a multitude of million dollar voices.  And after all of the surgery I’ve had this year, I really appreciate a surgeon who would rather not cut.

I’m really hoping it’s something simple, not a cyst or a node.  As a voice teacher and working voice talent, I can’t imagine how I’m going to get by if I get the news that I can’t phonate (make noise) for weeks while I heal.   They say it could be the result of the severe acid reflux that required my first surgery to prevent more damage to my vocal cords. Either way, I’m relieved to be in very capable hands, knowing I’ll finally have an answer in just a few weeks. 

Leave a comment with your vocal questions.  I’ll ask the doctor for you!

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AUDIO:Hear Dr. Nasseri’s own description of the vocal problems he sees in professional singers all the time and get his great tips for a healthier voice.

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Working on My Broken Voice

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If you’ve ever had vocal damage, this story is probably a little familiar to you.  I’m really frustrated with my damaged voice.  In fact, many times (a day) I want to quit altogether… a little hard since I’m a vocal coach and I make my living as a vocalist and voice talent, but lately I really really want to.

It’s been a frustrating journey.  First discovering that acid reflux was burning my vocal cords and hearing it change my voice.  Then surviving the emergency surgery that left me too weak to talk for several weeks and trying to get my whole body strong enough so my voice could produce quality sound again.  I hadn’t even gotten there when they nicked my vocal cords during the last surgery and caused the swelling and what they think is a node or a cyst on my right cord.

Now that I’ve been medically cleared to start rehabilitating my voice (see the video Q&A for what I do that’s different) I find myself in the same place I’ve seen some of my students who I’ve trained through vocal damage: so ready to give up.  It’s amazing how much you take your voice for granted; love it or hate it, you know what you can expect from it.  But for those who have gone through major illness or vocal damage, you no longer have any idea what you can expect from your voice.  It’s weak or notes just disappear without warning.  Years of training those ‘unusually robust’ vocal cords my doctor says I have are reduced to a tug of war between what I want my voice to do and what it will actually comply with; and it ain’t much right now.

So I’ve decided to give myself a challenge that will force me to do the right thing by my voice; I’ve committed to doing a Christmas album.  The instructor in me knows that if I set a concrete goal with a plan of action to achieve it, the frustrated singer in me will go along until I achieve the real goal; a healthier voice.  I don’t know what it will sound like in the end, and for the first time the final product is not my major concern.  But I know that it will force me to do the training I need to do for my voice and ultimately, will help me get closer to being able to sing with a strong voice, which I haven’t been able to do for almost a year now.

If you’re going through something similar; whether it’s due to damage or insecurity with how your voice sounds, let’s do this together.  Make a vocal goal.  Commit to what it will take to get there.  And when you get to the end you will have so much more than reaching the goal to be proud of.  We’ll get there together.

Let me know your journey.  Comment on this post for the benefit of everyone.

Highlights from the Kidstarz Showcases

We had our kidstarz1kidstarz and Teenstarz summer class showcase concerts last Saturday.  It’s hard as a teacher to really enjoy the moment when you’re a cog in the machine, so now that I’ve caught my breath a bit I wanted to share my experience at the showcase concerts.

The Kidstarz (ages 5-8) did such a great job of remembering everything.  They learned all of the words, music, and movement, and made their own costumes in only five classes and we even some last minute stage changes but they sailed through it all.

Both classes performed songs from four distinct genres and styled for each.  One of the things I teach is how to recover from mistakes, since something will inevitably go wrong when you’re performing.  Good thing we covered it, because we had a technical snafoo that caused a break in the flow.  They carried it off without a hitch, helping me show the audience some of the things we’d learned while we waited for our next song to begin.  No nerves (on the outside anyway).  They were little pro’s.

Kidstarz2The Kidstarz performed four songs.  Arlie added the solo ‘Love Story’ and Kimberlee sang ‘Twinkle Twinkle’.  Both did such a great job.  Dylan did an incredible job with his hip hop routine featured during ‘Beat It’.  He started out as one of three boys but scheduling conflicts left him the lone guy.   He had such a great attitude throughout and his dance was the breakout surprise of the final number.

I was so blessed to have such a great group of kids to work with.  They amazed me. See all the pictures here.

The second showcase, Kidstarz (10-16) or as I call them, Teenstarz, performed a total of 11 songs, 4 of them group numbers and the rest solos.  We had American Idol style critiques during our classes that were sometimes tough and worked on stage movement, mic technique and vocal skills.  It was so great to see each one of them improve so much from week one to the showcase.  We originally planned for this group to be 12-16 yr. olds but we had two exceptional 10 year olds, Hayley and Brianna, who were right at home working hard with the others.

teenstarz2The Teenstarz were the most attentive group of tweens and teens I have ever worked with (that’s good parenting is what THAT is!).  In fact, I kept adding more challenging material than I had planned each week and they tackled it all.  I so appreciated their team attitude and their work ethic.  This can be a very catty age, and there was not a hint of it in this group.  I never heard anyone talking about others, but I saw all of them encouraging each other.

Through both classes it was so cool to watch their eyes light up when they sang and to see the audiences reaction.  Pictures and video (soon) of both showcases is here.

They say ‘Those who can, do.  Those who can’t, teach.”  Well I believe singers sing.  And as a singer I can tell you that I’ve spent most of my life far preferring to sing over teach.  But I have to say, on Saturday, it was a complete joy to watch these two classes perform; the kind of joy that could make me almost happier to help others find more passion in singing than to do it myself.  Almost.

“The only thing better than singing, is more singing.”  -Ella Fitzgerald

The Funeral Singer

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I’m a big fan of singing every opportunity you get.  After all, singers sing!  Almost every major singer that ever was started by taking every opportunity that existed in their neighborhood before they moved on to bigger stages.   But whether you have aspirations of a major music career or not, there’s another, and I think better, reason to take the ‘small jobs’.

Last week I sang at a funeral.  It reminded me of just how long I’ve been singing at weddings and funerals.  It also reminded me of just how valuable those opportunites are when compared to the huge stage events I’ve done with tens of thousands in attendance.

I think large events are easier.  There’s more adrenaline.  They are admittedly usually more fun, but by their very nature, they’re pretty impersonal like a thrill ride that’s over quickly leaving you to move on to the corn dog stand.

On the other end of the spectrums are those opportunities where the crowd is small enough that you can actually see all of the faces and you become very aware that the center of attention is the event, not you.  I think that’s an invaluable place for every singer to visit often.

Funerals are my favorite.  Ok, that sounded just wrong, but here’s what I mean; when you sing at a wedding you are a background to the joy and excitement of the day.  But when you sing at a funeral, you have a unique opportunity to really touch people with your music, to comfort them in a very personal way at a very vulnerable time.  And being able to serve others in that way means so much more than hearing crowds of applause.cma-music-festival

Music is only communication set to notes.  And communication is always deepest in the smallest groups.  So start seeing the ‘small jobs’ for what they are; the big opportunities for you to grow as a person, to give something back and to continually be amazed at how music can change lives.

Vocal Surgery? What My Doctor Said.

So I went in for the video laryngoscope that the throat specialist requested before operating on my right vocal cord that was damaged in my last surgery.  It was confirmed that my right cord is swollen and possibly has a node or a cyst.   (In the picture, the cords show up reversed so the right cord, where the bump is, is in the left in the picture. Look closely and you can see that it’s slightly wider than the other.)IMG_0509

As the doctor and I were talking, I told the doctor about the vocal technique I teach and it’s effectiveness to repair vocal damage.  I explained that we don’t work with anyone with a diagnosed medical problem until a doctor clears them for therapy and that I was waiting to be cleared so I could begin training to reverse the damage.  She asked me what specifically I would do if a student came to me with the problem I have so I explained where I would start and why.

IMG_0511At the end of our appointment as she was outlining the standard course of action for my vocal problem (a biopsy and probably surgery), I asked her what she would do if she were me.  She turned and said, “If I were you, I wouldn’t get the biospy.  I’d do what YOU do.”

I’ve had students with vocal damage who have had surgery with great results.  When a singers voice is at risk, the course of treatment is a very personal decision that really has to be made between the singer and their physicians.  But I’m so glad to have found the technique I teach; one that has been proven to actually reverse nodes, swelling and many other vocal issues for those of us who decide not to go under the knife, or the laser.

For me, there was no question that I was going to avoid surgery at all costs.  My whole ordeal started from trying to prevent damage to my voice (see previous posts) and ended with way more surgery than I ever bargained for.  No chance I’m going to let them get at my cords again! (Instead of ‘remember the alamo’, my mantra has been ‘remember Julie Andrews’!)

So now that I’ve been cleared by my physicians, I’m going to begin the road to vocal recovery using the method I’ve used to help other singers.  I’m going to enlist the help of other instructors who teach the same method and journal my progress here to remind those of you who have been there, or are there right now, that there is hope for a damaged voice.  And I’m so ready to have a little hope.

Not My Vocal Cords… Again!

frustrationIt’s been a long time since I’ve posted a follow up on my voice damage so for all of you who have asked, here’s an update.  Last fall my doctors discovered that acid reflux was burning my vocal cords.  (see the post ‘The Voice Coach Has Vocal Damage for details)

Unfortunately, the ‘simple laproscopic surgery’ that was prescribed didn’t go as planned.  A section of my stomach was burned during the procedure and after I got home, my stomach burst.  After an ambulance ride, an emergency surgery to save my life and spending almost a month in the hospital, I didn’t have to worry about my voice anymore.  The acid could no longer reach my cords.  But due to the sepsis, I sustained organ damage and a very long excruciating recovery that I’m still drudging through eight months later.  I’ve had a total of four surgeries this year to repair damage from the emergency.  But at least my voice was fixed.  Well, maybe.

After my latest surgery in June I noticed pain in the right side of my throat and that I was missing almost a half an octave from my range.  It became painful to speak.  A throat specialist did a nasal scope and discovered a bump on my right vocal cord that we think resulted from my vocal cord being nicked by the breathing tube during my last surgery.  After all of this, my vocal cords are more damaged than ever!

It wasn’t clear if it was a vocal node, a cyst or something else, but when the specialist started talking about booking emergency O.R. time, I was devastated.   I have worked with several students to repair their vocal damage, but for the first time I understood that for a singer, the thought of surgery on your voice is like an athlete facing a possible amputation of a limb.  And, as an instructor, I knew I couldn’t work on my own voice until I was medically cleared to.  I was put on vocal rest until a video laryngoscope could be done to identify the next step.  That’s another story for another post….